The Knotted String

I'm having some mental confusion tonight trying to figure out what I want to post and say. I had such a great internal monologue during my cardio today and this evening my thoughts are so unfocused and jumbled. I'm bouncing around between sexual thoughts and the teachings of Buddha, images of cute little animals and crazy tumbler blogs. I have a monkey brain I know. I have a variety of likes and interests and drives and sometimes it's very easy for my brain to jump from one succinctly focused subject to a completely different one. I am ok with the subtle thread that runs through everything I do and like I just feel like I should be clear in my purpose in writing/posting this blog. I realize it's going to be all over the place if I really want to express myself and if it's going to be cathartic I'm going to have to not edit for who I imagine will be seeing it. This will be my little corner of the internet where my mind, thoughts and feelings can run wild. So, THERE WILL BE PORN and there will be SPIRITUALITY, there will be honesty and there will be flippant sass, there will be images and video and quotes and rantings from my muddled mind. It's all in my head and I want to get it out and that's just what I'm going to do.

But right now, I want clean clothes. Off to do laundry.